Felt Betrayed

~waaaaaa

long time never write blog ready cause too busy dealing wit work and friends.....

anyway here goes.

i ever wondered,why am i the one to be unlucky...

the word 'BESTIE' it exist to some people.but definitely not to me.

i grew out of the word for me that word is nothing anymore.Compared to what happen...

i want to tell the truth of my friends...

i have about 8 of us including me.

but i cant ignore what happen.... i cant hide it in me its killing me slowly....

hahahahahaha i always wanted to shout out really loud but i do not dare...i hate my emotions flowing out....

anyway first i felt betrayed when noah started dating abby ....but i learn to accept it cause its like they tell me everything then after they started dating its like they are pushing me away......

thats how i felt for them thats what bear felt as well ....

after 1 week i started to accept it haha i actually like them together...

after then i went for my national service and i call them to visit me they said okay but they never turn up.....only abby and chien yee ...i wanted to see chow ,sook yen and sim lu and bibi....as well and that idiot ks....

after i came back things got worst which i dont understand chow ......why?

would do the things you did why try to make me apart from abby? thats when i started hating him.

after few months ,i broke contact with noah...i wanted to see his reaction....but he does not seem to care hahaha wasted my effort.i just wanted noah to say i m sorry again......it made me feel better....

i miss him yet i hated him so so much.....

bibi i always like u as a friend but when u said u dont believe me i was mad really mad u ask me what do i feel if i m in bibi situation? i said i understand but the truth is i dont....why can u believe me?

if i would have been in his situation i would not have doubt him....cause he is like my brother .he teach me how to drive a car haha...

ks why are u so busybody? u said you would stand by my side. u said as leader u would have solve this....i dont want u to solve this i wanted u to TRUST ME!!!!!! and u were never a leader...

ks u told me not to tell bibi that i called her father to ask him cause it would hurt bibi...

i did not tell listening to ks...look what happen???

he then stand side with bibi said there was a proof againts me ?

i told him call sook yen father.... he used that term as i called her father and said i plan all this....

he post everything on facebook that all refered to me how would i feel?

i then ask u ppl how would u feel if u r me and nobody trust u ...and u r trying to fight for ur innocence ...but nobody trust u...

i felt betrayed and thats all...

abby is my friend

Date with Cookie Monster

today......is a nice day.....watever going work soon......

days ago went out with "THE COOKIE LU MONSTER".......so lame yet again watever

the morning waited for her papa to fetch me she sms get ready my 10.30 then 10.10 she say....

come down now my father early....... FUCK!!!!!!!! lucky i ready ready if not i chop her head.......

anyway when to 'golden tin' for breakfast ate CHEE CHEUNG FUN lalalala so long time

memories......

then go to SAITO ......and during the trip a dramatic scene start..... i was speechless,bored,

somewhere in my brain talking so i m in confuse state....

But is her family matter i m out of the business i din even bother.... playing my PSP....

wat m i suppose to say.....T.T

ok after tat her father became her savior...... after tat end drama....

reach SAITO i only tell her..... wat do u care wat she thinks ....if she really love u she would

let u study..... tats all AMEN dunno wether it helps or not.....

next looking for parking then .....ei tat guy is familiar????? o....its a customer from gobi.....

so sucks nothing interesting......

after tat enter SAITO upon entering.... a nerd four-eyed girl looking and pointing at me.....

wat the shit did i do this time???? who the hell are u?

am i too hot tat u look at me until u high???? lol so happy ...she look at me like i m some

kind of celebrity .....anyway screw her and continue......

a lady tend us and and and.... register then we get the fuck out of the place

next stop somewhere i don't know and seems that the ice kacang its good...... and closed.....

2 stores close ......FUCK!!!!!! my cendol T.T

anyway when to yam cha and drank something weird.... "EGG TEA"

wat on earth is that.... never drink before tea in egg? ......sorry should Egg in tea.....so lame...

??? okay after that next destination...... KLCC ^^ with cookie lu lalala and and and

while in the car.... her papa tells story.....half of the time i was not listening cause

what exactly is he talking about??

no offence though.....

okay KLCC....... went to get free perfume sampling in every store....WITHOUT purchasing....

the stupid female promoter look at us giving an expression..... like a bitch looking for its money

and another expression came from her face its so obvious that she thinks we have no money to

buy the perfume.......Damn her for being true.....

kay after that walk around the place then out then round n round on the same floor then next

floor then ......all we did was ....lingering every where.....

after shop by shop....then on the escalator the man behind us cough then the girl beside me

try to copy him and cough also and my expression was HAHAHA haha ha....ha.... cause is

cookie lu .....monster trying to copy cat a human behaviour.... after that HUNGRY!!!!!!!

went to super market ...downstairs.....she bought dorayaki i bought nothing......

cause i don feel like eating so noob then feel like wanna eat again so went to isetan

and went to the bakery and bought nothing.....

then went to the supermarket and bought a bottle of drink .....for....cookie lu...

in the end i bought nothing....after rounding the supermarket for supermarket for an hour...

after that take train back to cempaka..... after that she want to take bus....

but i wan take a cab and i m sleepy have to work 2 hours later....

then she became noisy and then the TEXSI driver ask us where we going?

then after telling him our destination he say our head is 4 dollar to reach home......

wat the shit..... then then during going back the driver tot we are couple.... say we

look good together ....i m speechless...... she is giving the driver a silent treatment .....

after all that shit today.... i gain nothing.... and sleep ......then shit then sleep again...

tats all for todays outing.... i rocks lalala

Thank You

Well today onwards i am gonna post my words like this without the waaaaaa's haha



anyway the empress operation is an success i am very happy and she will be coming home soon



expecting that women to be strong after all she is my empress



going to stop working at gobi soon this wednesday will be my last day of working



well life goes on hahaha



alright what i been up to lately.....



start from sunday...



got really bored so ask bb and copy dog out with cookie lu and her duck out which i don wanna



talk about cause well i don give a damn bout "it"



went shopping and bought some stuff....well at least i got a "FUCK-OFF" shades that i wanted



lol thats what LittleChicky and Ekerol call them..."FUCK-OFF" shades ...means



when we put on our "FUCK-OFF" shades we practically telling people to F-OFF so that we don



have to face them haha ...i don actually call my glasses a "FUCK-OFF" shades cause mine



has no Glasses without the glass so i cant tell people to F-OFF sad..... well if i put on my



glass then it will be a shiny F-OFF shades haha



alright back to the shopping .....what did i actually bought besides my F-OFF shades......



practically nothing....but spent an hurting amount of it so .....crying as usual my dramatic



entrance ...



maybe i should go acting since i can really cry but ....mucus can practically fill them with a jug



i think....



alright when back after the outing ....wait i remembered i bought a disc of Anime yeah i so happy



okay .......the day ends with me playing game in LittleChicky's room how nice....



alright monday what did i do....the morning i was....gagging in my dreams ...the afternoon...



still gagging but i was awake so....okay nobody is home except my little petunia LittleChicky



which is the spawn of my empress which makes her the eldest princess my sister.....



watching movies from the internet how nice ...to have internet....anyway she had fun



watching the mistake the show has its amazing she can capture a scene with wrong move lol



that shows how bored she is ....then in the noon when to Tsim Tung again eat drink and leave



....before leaving of course talking.....



then dump me to work...aas usual but working today was unsual means monday.....



my friends came i was happy haha after all did not really have a chance to talk to them



in the past few days.....NIce....



but pity bb ....poor copy dog.... i really wondered which fuck face told her father about her outing.



but her father a bit too old fashion...come on man your daughter is what like 18 now



and working i think she can take care of her self.....even if she cannot give a freedom man...



anyway it was not me or cookie lu that told her father.... nor chow chow or abby or kices cause..



they do not have her fathers number.....well me and cookie lu was the suspect....



cause we were the only ones who has the fathers number......but i was thinking



probably was her old school friends.... well anyway hope that person mind 'ITS' fucking own



damn business what's "ITS" problem anyway people's love is not for other people to meddle

with it ...people like them ruin things....

anyway don't know who is it but will not forgive that person maybe if found it out

i would kick that person ass and make sure his mother cant recognise it again..bitch..

anyway thats all for monday so looking forward to whats next for me in the future....Adios

right thank you for hearing my blessing to my mom...god.....

Never going back....

~waaaaaaaa~

today is my emperor birthday yay happy birthday daddy muaks haha

happy emperor's day only for one and only daddy emperor MUahahahaha!!!!!!

ok today at home so damn boring somebody suppose to call me also nvr call so disapointed

to think that i waited for tis M so sucks go die ahhhhhh

should hv went out with bb today unexpectedly tat fucker nvr attend to ...... cause apparently

it was a mental nutcase, wat to do as she enter the car then only they know tat mentally ill nvr

went ...... son of a bitch ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thanks to M i wasted my days at home well at least i finish my Anime !!!!! i wanna play

back the game T.T PS2 please come back to me alive......

planning to borrow Kices PS2 since i don think tat he will play anyway.....

since got his PS3 lol hope he borrow i wanna play game T.T

anyway now watching this korean drama tat is similar to hanamichi anyway is funny hahaha

watever i wanna play my PS2 lol hahahahaha

ok back to the main point ...............

now tat i deleted it i will nvr recreate it again ....... nvr turn back again......not gonna do

something nasty again....... if i wan to, i will find it my way, not from this stupid damn thing

again.....

wanted to start again so i m never going back.....

anyway see wat i will do tomoro hahaha hope tomoro will be a better day tomoro

and the next and the next and the next until i die or something lol

hahaha i will work hard to get what i wanted ..........

anyway is 6 something in the morning hv to rest a bit later will be a better day....

4 days left before the empress operation nervous for it....... bless her ....still praying

tomoro should go take a picture for my resume on monday.... goin to be needing it

hv to do wat i hv to do before the empress day to operate come........

hope she is not stress about i meant how could she not be is not easy......................................

well taking picture tomoro,

interview on monday,

weng weng outing on tuesday,

then on must plan ahead... lol hahaha

anyway good night to the world lol time for me to sleep exactly on 6:30 a.m. lol

i will be panda tomoro haha always am ...living zhombie panda rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~waaaaaaaaa~

What to do?

~waaaaaa~

my god i think i maybe gaining weights again.....

or maybe not.....

abby so good can play RE4 at com i m jealous........ i wanna buy PS3 wahahahahaha

but of course after workin then i get money wahahahaha

FF13 is so nice^^ is a beauty .... but i cant play T.T

ok cut my crap wat to do ......interview at monday Gulp so scared.......

hope i can get tat job......

but i wanna colour my hair bought ready......

i wan a job tat will let me colour my hair hahaha

hahaha ekerol frustrating over a game silly him

but soon i will get to tat part of the game hahaha............... education fair tomoro

cookie lu goin..... bb and copy cat also goin with the tramp A MALE TRAMP!!!!!!!!

i hate him even though is been so long dunno he still hate me or not.....

dun wanna talk bout him i dunno why cant i just get over him and move on.....

o ya i ate cookie few days ago so...... is delicious......

7 days left before the operation..... my empress.... i love her and her cakes......

juz ate her cheese cake its delicious ahahahaha long time nr eat cheese cake hahahaha

ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! fats i gonna grow fat again..... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

have to do a massive super duper ian diet!!!!!!!!! which will obviously fail...

oooo the mayonese is so tempting.......ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FATS!!!!!!!

i ate cheese cake and a whole lum some of mayo with ham and bread hahaha so nice^^

i think i m gonna kill my self with diet pills....... i i i i..........

ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna kill one couple they r driving me crazy ahhhhhhhhh

because of the stupid anonymous not mentioning his name hahaha tat ass hole !!!!!!!!!!!

so sad but wat ever hahaha waaaaaaaa

in the end i still rocks......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

living zhombie stalking ppl!!!!!!

~waaaaaaaaaa~

Hell Job part 1

~waaaaa~

Its been so long since i wrote my last blog... hahaha finally have the mood to write...

updating my lives...

so many things happening...

22 April is gonna come praying......god bless her........

today i decided something sad...... i m closing my left top 3rd ear hole T.T bye bye hahaha

stupid doctor give me cloxa again....if i know is cloxa i would not have pay.... cause i have a bag of it

antibiotic.........wat m i a cow?

thanks to ns i been taking 1000 over pills... hope nothin will happen to me....

ouch my eyes pain T.T left eye it seems it has a PIMPLE!!!!!!!!!!! inside

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wan screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

watever ......

yay weng weng birthday coming hahaha finally can out with her hahaha pictures^^ lalala

hehehe hope kices will pay for it wahahahahaha!!!!!!!

i reli reli wonder..... wat would weng sze like? i wanna buy somethin but i dunno wat.....

my dads birthday coming yay saturday so many cakes to eat ahhhh fats!!!!!!!!!!!

my tummy is......HUNGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stop talkin to me growling is not helping here hello .....

cant believe i m talkin bout my own stomach wth.....

okay main subject ...workin part time in gobi!!!!!!!! as waiter but not....

cause practically have to do almost everything....... for 4 ringgit an hour!!!!!

i hate it too little payment and make me work like hell

i don blame D.... fren AhSEE but god i hate her in law and her sis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

even though they never do anything to me...YET b ut heard so many nonsense bout them

how could they!!!!! they are just the boss does not mean they can be really mean to us

or maybe they could...... ahhhhhhh

kena scould by one of the boss mother fucking fren who is a ham kar chan all the bad things at him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

usually pour beer also no need to ask him wan boss say just pour..... then kena kau by him

some reason i can still remember his fat F*** face and his Fat F*** attitude wanna kill him

go die go die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and the phrase he used Leng zai next time ur pour beer never ask me ta kau 7 lei

try to touch me ass hole face dickless c*** eat my shit la....wait don even deserve to eat my poo

even insect poo also he don deserve but i would like too see him eating it wahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

should not even say sorry mother F*****

cannot believe it ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway gave AhSee two weeks notce effective .....i forgot how to spell hahaha

quiting this hell job hope they close down la hahahaha but only wish good things for AhSee if she continue

to be nice to me la hahahaahahaha hope she is not like her sis........

by the way i still rocks like HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

~waaaaaaaaaaaaa~

living zhombie

The return of Ian Choo

~waaaaaaa~

yay i m back bitches hahahahaha...........

first week in ns is the worst is like going into a new school......so sad i dunno anybody there.....

is like i so LONELY kitten purring for ppl to friend me hahaha .....so sad....

i so sad..... i miss lydia the most my bestie in ns T.T...............

lots of thing i dun like there got lots of assholes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

watever .......

anyway hahaha i got sick T.T fever,cough,sorethroat and flu!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dun like it...

yesterday celebrate kafurins birthday wakakakaka but i m very sad these days...........

my mom.... i hope she will heal...... i hope it was actually nothing instead of he stupid fuckin

sickness.....it was so sad to see kafurin cry after hearing it from nel......

i pray so hard every single day for it to be nothing.....but it seems tat god is not listening........

i hope faster heal so tat i can take care of her......it is so heartbreaking to see my fathers face.....

though he dun show any expressions but i can feel it ....................

god if u are really here please bless her ..........

hahaha i dont really believe in god before nor do i pray but ever since i know tat she is sick

it actually broke my heart.......

i would give anything for her to heal............... even if it cost my life......

hahaha i think tats all i have to say today.......gua....

today its zee wai's birthday hahaha happy birthday.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i ate steamboat today hahaha.......... alice in the wonderland is a nice movie very nice....

ok last words i love my mother........

living zhombie

i ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!